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[Sunday February 12th, 2006] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | gavin degraw ] so this weekend was fun, boring and of course eventful lol yeah you pretty much get what you deserve. but anyways short week of school this week =) 8 ♥ Love Me

[Tuesday January 31st, 2006] [ mood | annoyed ] okay.im sick of school, people, you and uhh. probly more. everything is going different ways. one minute everything is grand, then 2 seconds later its shitty. i changed a lot this year. some things i see that i have done are really stupid. wtf. i regret a lot of shit in my past. but i cannot change that one bit. i seriously suck at expressing how i feel but im trying lol. haha yeah well im going to stop now i guess im feeling depressed tonight and its making me think about a lot. but im probly just really bored thats why im writing this lol. school really sucks & i need summer very soon. i miss hanging out with meg klaire and brittany. --girls we need to hang out this weekend FOR SURE. It's two bare feet on the dashboard the perfect song on the radio sing along cause its one we know it's a smile, it's a kiss it's a sip of wine man I miss the summertime♥♥ --   In this weird, twisted way, I know you miss me. Not because I want to believe it, but because you will never find a girl that will put up with you like I did--♥ ♥ And the way you make me smile could outdue a million beautiful sunsets Your memory is a way of holding onto what you are, what you love, && what you never want to lose Why dont we hit restart &&* we`ll pause all our favorite parts and we`ll skip the goodbyes never forget what people say when they are mad bc thats when the truth comes out-- don't make anyone your everything bc when their gone you have ((nothing)) --boys are like purses, like you have the one you really love and take everywhere, and then theres that one that you like but don't really wanna be seen with - Laguna Beach A smart girl Kisses but doesn't love, listens but never believes, leaves before she is left, and forgets before she is forgotten   ( TODAY ) 10 ♥ Love Me

[Saturday January 28th, 2006] last night was fun haha & weird. got to see my girls tho klaire meg and britt♥♥ hung out with linds and erika. partied =] last night was just plain good & tonight is going to be fun also ya i suck at updating this thing lolllll 4 ♥ Love Me

[Tuesday January 17th, 2006] [ mood | bored ] [ music | stick with u ] Body: Appearance [?] I am shorter than 5'4. [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ ] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different color. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [x] have/I've had braces. [ ] wear glasses/contacts [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than 2 piercings. [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [ ] I've run away from home. [ ] I've been kicked out of the house. [ ] My biological parents are together. [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [ ] I've had children. [ ] I've lost a child. School/Work [x] I'm in school. [ ] I have a job. [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [ ] I almost always do my homework. [ ] I've missed a week or more of school. [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. [x] I failed more than 1 class last year. [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired. [x] I've skipped school. Embarrassment [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [ ] I've glued my hand to something [ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [x] I've had my pants rip in public Health [ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. [ ] I've gotten stitches. [ ] I've broken a bone. [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. Traveling [ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [ ] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [x] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan. [ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe. [ ] I've been to Africa. Experiences [x] I've gotten lost in my city. [ ] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [ ] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [x] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [x] I've gone skinny dipping. [x] I've played spin the bottle. [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car. [ ] I've been Skiing [ ] I've been in a play. [x] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [x] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] I've eaten Sushi. [x] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [x] I'm single [ ] I'm in a relationship. [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [x] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality [ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddler. [ ] I've been kissed in the rain. [x] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [ ] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [ ] I am keeping a secret from the world [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test. [ ] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school. [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [ ] I've been in a fist fight. [ ] I've been arrested. Drugs/Alcohol [x] I've consumed alcohol. [x] I regularly drink. [x] I've passed out from drinking. [x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [ ] I've eaten shrooms. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [ ] Ive slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [ ] I've woken up crying. Death and Suicide [x] I'm afraid of dying. [ ] I hate funerals. [ ] I've seen someone dying. [ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [ ] I've planned my own suicide. [ ] I've attempted suicide. [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [x] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [ ] I own something from The Gap. [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [x] I own something from Abercrombie. Political/Social Attitudes [ ] In general, I don't like people. [ ] I'm a feminist [x] I'm outgoing. [ ] I listen to political music. [ ] I'm Democratic. [ ] I'm Republican. [ ] I'm liberal. [ ] I'm religious. [x] I dress fairly modestly. [x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." lol Random [ ] I can sing well [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [x] I open up to others easily. [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs. [ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [x] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name [x] I love being neat [ ] I love Spam(the food) [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [ ] I bake well. [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow,purple, pink, red or blue [x] I would wear pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun. [x] I am in love with love. [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes. [x] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I believe in ghosts. [x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [ ] I love white chocolate [ ] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [x] I'm good at remembering names [x] I'm good at remembering dates. [x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 1 ♥ Love Me

[Wednesday January 4th, 2006] [ mood | drunk ] [ music | when im gone ] NEW YEARS WAS FUCKING AWESOME~ ♥ ♥2006!! WHERE WERE U NEW YEARS KISS?♥!♥?LOL i love meghan♥ klaire♥ and B♥ Went to 2 parties They Were Awesome with my girls Some people confuse the FUCK outta me. & its really annoying. Can't ya just tell the truth goshh I went to the mall yesterday & got some new shit. 8 ♥ Love Me

[Saturday December 24th, 2005] well it's christmas eve && i want to do something for a while tonight then in the morning & all day tomorrow is family time but after all that who wants to hang out?? well everyone: Have a good Holiday ♥♥ 2 ♥ Love Me

[Friday December 16th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | don't forget about us ] went shopping yesterday..... got some new jeans. was supposed to buy something for *someone* but shit happens i guess mmhm =/ well anyways idk. this sucks comment Love Me

[Sunday December 11th, 2005] [ mood | confused ] [ music | all i want for christmas ] i really don't care for a lot of people right now christmas needs to hurry up and get here. Love Me

[Saturday December 3rd, 2005] [ mood | calm ] [ music | fallout boy ] livejournal is boring now`a days last night. another boring night made some phone calls. talked to klaire, bre, Jessica, Klare J. and still found nothing to do. soooo went over to josh's and hung out with josh steve,randy, then probly more people came later. then i walk outta the bathroom and like 5000000 people walked in. lol actually only like 7. haha but yeah then they left then i went home around 2*30 wow boring update id say. 1 ♥ Love Me

[Wednesday November 30th, 2005] [ mood | wonderful ] [ music | peaches n` cream ] so court went wonderful today haha wow i got lucky only a small fine and 1 alcohol class,also only on probation for 3 months. and i still get to get my license =) anyways. i love life 4 ♥ Love Me

[Sunday November 27th, 2005] [ mood | cold ] [ music | best i ever had ] so thanksgiving break was alright hung out with friends a lot i had a really great time last night lol i love my girls<3 ew school tomorrow -tanning && shopping sounds good right now. 2 ♥ Love Me

[Friday November 25th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | one wish ] I am thankful for you. <3 2 ♥ Love Me

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