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February 12th, 2006]
[ mood | crazy ]

so this weekend was fun, boring and of course eventful
yeah you pretty much get what you deserve.

but anyways
short week of school this week

8 ♥ Love Me

January 31st, 2006]
[ mood | annoyed ]

okay.im sick of school, people, you and uhh. probly more.
everything is going different ways. one minute everything is grand, then 2 seconds later its shitty. i changed a lot this year. some things i see that i have done are really stupid. wtf. i regret a lot of shit in my past. but i cannot change that one bit. i seriously suck at expressing how i feel but im trying lol. haha yeah well im going to stop now i guess im feeling depressed tonight and its making me think about a lot. but im probly just really bored thats why im writing this lol.

school really sucks
& i need summer very soon.
i miss hanging out with meg klaire and brittany.
--girls we need to hang out this weekend FOR SURE.

It's two bare feet on the dashboard
the perfect song on the radio
sing along cause its one we know
it's a smile, it's a kiss
it's a sip of wine
man I miss the summertime♥♥ --


In this weird, twisted way, I
know you miss me. Not because
I want to believe it, but because
you will never find a girl that
will put up with you like I did--♥ ♥

And the way you make me smile could
outdue a million beautiful sunsets

Your memory is a way of holding onto
what you are, what you love, && what you
never want to lose

Why dont we hit restart
&&* we`ll pause all our
favorite parts and we`ll
skip the goodbyes

never forget what people say
when they are mad
bc thats when the truth comes out--

don't make anyone your everything
bc when their gone you have ((nothing))

--boys are like purses,
like you have the one you really love
and take everywhere, and then theres that one that you like
but don't really wanna be seen with - Laguna Beach

A smart girl Kisses but doesn't love,
listens but never believes, leaves before
she is left, and forgets before she is forgotten


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10 ♥ Love Me

January 28th, 2006]
last night was fun
haha & weird.
got to see my girls tho
klaire meg and britt♥♥
hung out with linds and erika.
partied =]
last night was just plain good
& tonight is going to be fun also
ya i suck at updating this thing
4 ♥ Love Me

January 17th, 2006]
[ mood | bored ]

Body: Appearance

[?] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses/contacts
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.


[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.


[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.


[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.


[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] Ive slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.


[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it." lol


[ ] I can sing well
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam(the food)
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow,purple, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

1 ♥ Love Me

January 4th, 2006]
[ mood | drunk ]


i love meghan♥ klaire♥ and B♥
Went to 2 parties
They Were Awesome with my girls
Some people confuse the FUCK outta me. & its really annoying. Can't ya just tell the truth goshh
I went to the mall yesterday & got some new shit.
8 ♥ Love Me

December 24th, 2005]
well it's christmas eve
&& i want to do something for a while tonight
then in the morning & all day tomorrow is family time
but after all that who wants to hang out??

well everyone:
Have a good Holiday ♥♥
2 ♥ Love Me

December 16th, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

went shopping yesterday.....
got some new jeans.
was supposed to buy something for *someone* but shit happens i guess
mmhm =/ well anyways

idk. this sucks


Love Me

December 11th, 2005]
[ mood | confused ]

i really don't care for a lot of people right now

christmas needs to hurry up and get here.

Love Me

December 3rd, 2005]
[ mood | calm ]

livejournal is boring now`a days
last night. another boring night
made some phone calls.
talked to klaire, bre, Jessica, Klare J.
and still found nothing to do. soooo
went over to josh's and hung out with josh
steve,randy, then probly more people came later.
then i walk outta the bathroom and like 5000000 people walked in.
lol actually only like 7. haha but yeah then they left
then i went home around 2*30

wow boring update id say.

1 ♥ Love Me

November 30th, 2005]
[ mood | wonderful ]

so court went wonderful today
haha wow i got lucky
only a small fine
and 1 alcohol class,also only on probation for 3 months.
and i still get to get my license

anyways. i love life

4 ♥ Love Me

November 27th, 2005]
[ mood | cold ]

so thanksgiving break was alright
hung out with friends a lot
i had a really great time last night
lol i love my girls<3
ew school tomorrow

-tanning && shopping sounds good right now.

2 ♥ Love Me

November 25th, 2005]
[ mood | depressed ]

I am thankful for you.


2 ♥ Love Me

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